School totally sucked. Even though I had been expecting it I was kinda overwhelmed by all the shit that happened.

I guess it'd be best if I just wouldn't care about certain marks so much. I hate to be ambitious. Because only few people can understand why I am. Sometimes I feel that it'd be somewhat better to be lazy and don't care about school or anything.

I'm tired, I'm hungry. I'm unmotivated and I don't know where I'll have to be on wednesday morning, which sucks. Everything sucks.

Sigh. I really don't want to go back to school tomorrow. Even though it'll only be for 2 days. I didn't really miss any of the girls and I'm pretty sure that nobody's missed me so I'm happy that we have that practical experience for another 3 weeks which means that I'll be home at 15.30 p.m. each day and will have no homework to do.
But still. I don't want to do practical experience and I don't want to go to school as well. I just want my holidays to go on forever. Is that possible?!
I'll start with my diet tomorrow, let's hope it'll work.

Why the fuck are there red cards anyway? And why the fuck did the fucking dfb have to ban Lukas for the next 2 friendly matches? That totally fucks up everything.

Well at least I've ordered my Schweini Jersey today so hopefully it'll arrive soon.

I just watched La marche de l'empereur (March of the penguins). It was a cute movie but it made me a little said as well.

Jeeze. Why on earth is my holiday over? It sucks. It sucks so much more than I can say.
I'll have to be up again in less than 8 hours which is totally unacceptable! I won't survive standing up at 6 a.m. NO FUCKING WAY!

I guess I just kinda took over all of this fuck-ing from some people.

Oh gosh by the way I almost died when I read RL this morning even though I knew what was going to happen.

Tehe. Michis best friend is funny.

good nite <3

Why on earth do they have to play every song but 'Was wir alleine nicht schaffen' when I need it?

Lisa left a few hours ago. She should be home now but I guess she'll come online a little later.
I already feel so frustrated that I ate 100 g of chocolate because my parents totally piss me off.
I don't feel like standing up early again.
I don't want to do my social practical training in the following 3 weeks.
I'll go and have a look at some pictures. That'll either cheer me up or make me a little more depressed.